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Apr. 14th, 2005 12:22 amMy Unitarian Jihad Name is: Sibling Rail Gun of Loving Kindness. Get yours.
hm. yes. of course.
SO I have this shitpile of Projects slouching toward various Bethlehems to be born. Time for an inventory. They're all pretty much writing-type projects, but several of them are in the editing stage.
Fossil Mater - clean up short story and submit
Fossil Mater - finish one-act first draft, workshop with some friends
City of the Markets of the Dead - continue the "story" sections, redact the 4-5 proper "poetry" sections
CMD story threads needing resurrection/expansion: Kiki at the roads, the boys in the valley, drunk among the ruins of the Old Mall, killing the woman in the alley, lovemaking in the house above the city
About 30 poems needing editing, then get someone else to read them with me and help revise
Finish 3rd draft of Linger On, submit.
Write new scenes for Slowly Unfurling My Lover's Wings.
Long term: finish Dry Child. God dammit. finish!!!!
write some new songs (oh! lyric snippet tonight. what was it? pardon me while I indulge for a second...
another ghost walked through is that you is that you another ghost breathing in my house me immobilized and true [but true] dropped out of the midnight air and crooked on my couch I feel helpless from the lust in your stare and grounded by my mouth Oh wicked ghost your fingers on the buttons of my memory sweeter when you press it [press them] never fails never fails the ghosts I'm hearing always do breeathe you, lover, breathe. i can't wait for the sweet sound of you)
These all sound exciting to me and shit, but right now, I just feel feckless. I gotta get off my ass. I got off my ass recently, got a spate of rejection letters on some poems, and haven't gotten back up on that horse. I made huge progress on the Fossil Mater 1-act script. I think that'll be done by the official first day of summer. I'm most excited about the potential of that. But If I could just get the poetry flowing better. God I think I really need help. I don't need someone to blow smoke up my ass "oh this is good." or "well, I can't really get this it must need butter." (sorry, I'm falling asleep a tteh keys. dscx . i don't know what butter means in this context. or dscx. sorry )__
I just wish I wasn't so FECKLESS. I need to lllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll;,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
**edit: woah. that porter is a lot stronger than I remember. that was one seriously messed up entry. I'm old now, and midnight is getting to be "late." Please disregard the song lyrics!**
hm. yes. of course.
SO I have this shitpile of Projects slouching toward various Bethlehems to be born. Time for an inventory. They're all pretty much writing-type projects, but several of them are in the editing stage.
Fossil Mater - clean up short story and submit
Fossil Mater - finish one-act first draft, workshop with some friends
City of the Markets of the Dead - continue the "story" sections, redact the 4-5 proper "poetry" sections
CMD story threads needing resurrection/expansion: Kiki at the roads, the boys in the valley, drunk among the ruins of the Old Mall, killing the woman in the alley, lovemaking in the house above the city
About 30 poems needing editing, then get someone else to read them with me and help revise
Finish 3rd draft of Linger On, submit.
Write new scenes for Slowly Unfurling My Lover's Wings.
Long term: finish Dry Child. God dammit. finish!!!!
write some new songs (oh! lyric snippet tonight. what was it? pardon me while I indulge for a second...
another ghost walked through is that you is that you another ghost breathing in my house me immobilized and true [but true] dropped out of the midnight air and crooked on my couch I feel helpless from the lust in your stare and grounded by my mouth Oh wicked ghost your fingers on the buttons of my memory sweeter when you press it [press them] never fails never fails the ghosts I'm hearing always do breeathe you, lover, breathe. i can't wait for the sweet sound of you)
These all sound exciting to me and shit, but right now, I just feel feckless. I gotta get off my ass. I got off my ass recently, got a spate of rejection letters on some poems, and haven't gotten back up on that horse. I made huge progress on the Fossil Mater 1-act script. I think that'll be done by the official first day of summer. I'm most excited about the potential of that. But If I could just get the poetry flowing better. God I think I really need help. I don't need someone to blow smoke up my ass "oh this is good." or "well, I can't really get this it must need butter." (sorry, I'm falling asleep a tteh keys. dscx . i don't know what butter means in this context. or dscx. sorry )__
I just wish I wasn't so FECKLESS. I need to lllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll;,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
**edit: woah. that porter is a lot stronger than I remember. that was one seriously messed up entry. I'm old now, and midnight is getting to be "late." Please disregard the song lyrics!**