when I allow it to be there's no control over me

can't stop. listening. to. peter. gabriel. or. speak. at. normal. rate.

"the monster I was
so afraid of
lies curled up on the floor
he's curled up on the floor
just like a baby boy

I cry until I laugh"

Day 33

water
diet rockstar energy drink
rice crackers (approx. 3 servings over 5 hours 120 calories, 2.5g per serving)
water
grape nuts flakes
banana
raisins
subway veggie max on wheat with plenty of veggies
sam adams light (a surprisingly good beer, yet light, with a clean quick finish. far far far and away the hoppiest light beer I've ever seen.)
water
diet mt. dew