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Jan. 2nd, 2006 09:04 amwhen from up here the sky was filling swiftly with motes and ashes. So took leave of the wild children in their unopened memories and spilled out secrets, the rich layer of living soil flung upward, scattered upon the wind. So ate the only things they found there—a few roots, a cluster of aging berries. So hammered at the debris and built fires among the fallen buildings. Dug a little further and found the limbs of dolls, the fragments of chrome backed mirrors reflecting each other, the broken jars of fragrant oils. Before another night fell they circled round their findings—some prayed, others did not, some clamored for reburial—though eventually they decided to leave everything out, to dry in the moonlight, though they chose to burn several things late that night. So turned away from the balcony on the palazzo, to hide my face in your bosom and pray for rain. Our hands clutched cool glasses, ice caromed noisily, condensation in rivulets over the gritty backs of our hands. I whispered what I wanted into the folds of your clothes, the muffling comfort of your body stole the terror from my mouth and I watched my words drip out of me and weave themselves like tarnished threads of quicksilver into the patterns on your skirts. My promises to take the City by force if necessary were easy and warm on my lips and your soothing voice above me made them fierce and real.
But that wasn't how it would happen. All those threaded memories spoken into faulty patterns fell to pieces and flew away in the warm night wind. Instead it grew (sudden, like mushrooms!) it grew necessary to first be what we were, ourselves a thousand fractured gangs of outlaw children! We hunted down the places where orange light carved cones out of the dark, where the rush of traffic was ever more transitory, the cells of memory pushing through concrete arteries always on their way someplace, to pump full the members and brains of other places (we supposed the sex organs of the world! the whole great menagerie of machines rutting! but elsewhere, always elsewhere and at a fierce unspeakable pace). We flung ourselves back against the hollow tin walls of sheds, storage bins, forgotten trash cans. We leaned on things easily, awaited for our promises to flower into rendezvous into travel into action. While we sat we remembered our lives above the world
But that wasn't how it would happen. All those threaded memories spoken into faulty patterns fell to pieces and flew away in the warm night wind. Instead it grew (sudden, like mushrooms!) it grew necessary to first be what we were, ourselves a thousand fractured gangs of outlaw children! We hunted down the places where orange light carved cones out of the dark, where the rush of traffic was ever more transitory, the cells of memory pushing through concrete arteries always on their way someplace, to pump full the members and brains of other places (we supposed the sex organs of the world! the whole great menagerie of machines rutting! but elsewhere, always elsewhere and at a fierce unspeakable pace). We flung ourselves back against the hollow tin walls of sheds, storage bins, forgotten trash cans. We leaned on things easily, awaited for our promises to flower into rendezvous into travel into action. While we sat we remembered our lives above the world